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the Search

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                   Reading Philosophy  After the initial phase of existential crisis one either becomes nihilistic or pursue the search for meaning and soon ends up being disappointed for nothing being objective . Some never find their end , Some are just curious , some enjoy the journey , some make their own meaning and some enjoy the suffering . Some even start to embrace the absolute absurdity of life and lose their self to hedonism consciously or subconsciously . Some find a degree of stability in this chaos .  But this quest , sends us all to seek answers . Reading Philosophy , speaking to people , understanding art , seeking God , practicing different lifestyles and so on makes this journey very interesting . But to get here and start trying new things by accepting the fact that , one might never find something to satisfy his purpose or atleast find a purpose to let it be unfulfilled , takes its own time . Suc...

Crisis

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                                              The Initial Hit  The initial feeling of losing a sense of purpose for the thing which makes us feel alive is a chaotic phase . It feels like floating into an unknown darkness and there is nothing to hold on and be stable. That feeling of purpose could be connected with our  dream , a person or anything for that matter which varies for every individual , but that sudden hit of crisis after a dramatic event which puts us down , kind of breaks it . The whole image of reality which we have built so far shatters and unfortunately we shatter along with it . A sense of objectivity which gave that human a path which he or she believed that , will lead to the final destination that is being chased by everyone around them , totally vanishes . And when they try to hold on to that image it only makes them suffer m...